Tunnel Vision

I don’t have much to post this time. Just something I’ve been thinking about: Tunnel Vision. I need to have tunnel vision right now. I keep perseverating on and getting distracted by what others are doing with their lives, and it’s not helping me at all. I need to focus on ME, and what I need to do to achieve MY GOALS. And I can’t do this if I’m focusing on other people and other things, anything but what I need to be focusing on.

I guess after almost 3 discouraging years of rejection and searching, I often don’t want to focus on my life anymore, because it just makes me depressed. But it’s also the only way I have any hope of moving forward. For me, the really frustrating thing is that I KNOW I have a lot to offer.

I just need someone/something to give me a freakin’ chance.